growth is endlessly confusing and enlightening.
I will never know what I'm doing and never be short of things to do.
nothing is quite as absolute as I pretend, but my choices yield better results when I stop negotiating with them.
I'll continue to fight to prove the things I already know are true.
grasping the tail ends of big questions will continue to exhaust and motivate me.
I predict I'll realize the answers are simple in the respect that they're all impossible. we get to experience everything and keep nothing. I'll have to travel the world, read poetry, listen to songs, sit in cathedrals, visit museums and surrender into quiet communion with all those who wrestled with this world before me. but that doesn't sound like a bad life, not at all.